I’m gonna pay

I’m gonna pay now ’cause you ain’t gonna wait now
I hope you won’t hate how I’m gonna pay it now
but now don’t you touch me don’t you even watch me
it was not that much but you chose to let me down
you ain’t no kind

no I don’t love you you don’t pay my rent
nothing to consider and not much to understand
you can say some words they will make no sense
all that had a meaning was forgotten since was said
but I do enjoy how you look tonight
there’s a perfect shape, there’s a cosmic light
and the words we say, they are senseless
’cause the Master that we worship is Her Highness Emptiness

I’m gonna pay now…

You can easily arouse me by
running your finger up my thigh
but the question is what you really want
this or something like a drop of Scotch
the stronger gotta win, the weaker gotta die
the law is given, the law is ever right
and you’re one of those who play by the rules
so kill me in the kitchen and ask for my excuse

I’m gonna pay now…

If you still think that there is something but
hunger and hate then you’re out of date
behold! comes a voice full of mercy and love
from under the stone:
You are not alone!

I’m gonna pay now…

1998